Iwannagrowoldwithyou.

I don't want to know the pain of losing you. That's why I never thought of having you before.

2012-01-29T16:57:00.001-08:00

My Saturday was spent unhappily. But Jiahao, Qiming and Phelia'hub brightened up my day! Wanted to go out with ahgong to slack at holland v or something. But at last never. 11plus, walk over to BPP to meet up with Phelia'hub. Thanks for the HK toys too! Hehehe! Meetup with Qiming and his friend at BPP and we cab over to my place. No choice ahh. With hub around. Wherever we go will be always cab, cab and still cab. Lol! 2 cab uncles quarreling and we took cab outside. 2 rounds of mj, till 5plus in the morning. Won 80plus :) Woke up at 9 but nothing to do. So went back to sleep till 12plus.

Sunday last min decision to meetup with Austin and SD for mac. But too bad i got back the same toys lehh -.- Lol! JX, CH and SK was there too. Chanced upon EUNICELEE there!!! Lol :x After that SK drove SD to boonlay to buy chips for mj and off we went to SD's place for mj. Won 4 bucks! After that we went over to XH's place to bainian and blackjack. Won 80plus :) Back home at 3plus. Can't get to sleep and the next day got work lo. Slept for about 45 mins only. So now i'm thinking to go out for lunch later or stay in to sleep. Lol! After work wanna go running and after that wants to go cwp to see the nail art thingy. Lol! And hunt for RY's birthday present! Feeling damn shag now!

Thanks SK for this bought from Cebu :)

Thanks RY for this HK hp thingy from Genting :) So sweet of her to rmb what I like :) Thanks!

HMMMMS, was wondering, BKK or TW after my contract ends.

2012-01-27T08:07:00.001-08:00

I think I've fall for you :(
It's time to keep my feelings again :(
I don't feel like cos I have to keep all to myself. Sighs........

I only believe things that i see myself, so who cares what you say, or rather explained.

2012-01-24T16:53:00.001-08:00

Friday, 20012012
Walked over to the Flower Dome at 11plus with Annie, Alan and Abigail for CNY celebration. Homed at about 4. Played with BB Jarius. That cheeeeky baby :) Can say that the celebration was a great one :) Don't feel like typing with my long nails. Some pictures will do the talkings :)

Baby Katie :)

Chad! The 财神爷 for 2012 ;p

Abigail! Cute right!

Andy's evil thoughts ;p See what is he doing. Lol! Thinking how high to put that ;p Lol :x

Lion dance before all of us heads home :)
Before heading back, went to the nursery to look for dad. Saw Herman over there too. And asked dad to drive me out at about 4. Lol! Saw Chengyee and Bernadette at the station there lo.

See this cheeeeeky baby!

First day of cny! Wore this with my slipper and out i go to bainian. At Batok, cousin's place and teckwhye. After that I went home to sleep. And back to teckwhye. Then to SD's place for gambling. Lol. Had loads of fun. Haha. Homed at 5plus.

Second day of CNY woked up at 9plus for lion dance. Their drum made me really JUMP out of my bed sia! Then after that Xiaoyi came, plus cousin came. Went over aunt's place at 3plus. Lol! Went home to sleep after awhile and went over again at 6plus. Lol! Total damage $60. Heart painnnn :x Lol!

Ohya, movie with afew of them on sat. The Jaychou movie. Lol. Homed after that :)

Kenna disturbed before he left :x
Hey wanna stalk me ah? Lol! Let my post be your guessing game :) ENJOY :)

2012-01-24T16:26:00.000-08:00

Thinking to open another private blog for detailed blogging. Lol!

Anw, you stalked me doesn't means that i don't know anything about you :) I don't have to stalk yours and oh i even feel kind of lazy to do that :) And i don't need anyone to tell me things. So please horrrr :)

2012-01-19T18:10:00.000-08:00

Downloading my show now :x Once finish downloading i will go home le ;p Gonna play with bb Jarius ;p

The story behind every smile and tears

2012-01-18T19:09:00.001-08:00

Monday lunch time i went over to iDental to hav my braces on too :) back in office at 1plus. Like a fast only hor. Lol!

Did i mention that monday after work i went over to Cindy's place to do my nails? Lol! I don't remember did i say or not. Lol! Appt was 7 and till 8plus and i bus-ed home alrdy lor :)
Home-d, washup and had dinner and sleep alrdy lor. Had been sleeping alot lately :x Lol!
Today's thursday alrdy! Like finally lor! Lol! CNY is coming. Hope can go street to have a last min shopping later :x Lol!

You're all i ever wanted

2012-01-17T17:18:00.000-08:00

Ohya, did i say that the other day i went Kbox with WH and Austin? Okay lahh, my super awful sound. LOL! Today is just wednesday lor. Sian. CNY is coming soon but it will just be another normal day for me lor. Lol :x

Miss someone so much.

2012-01-15T17:19:00.001-08:00

Chocolate and strawberry Mochi ice cream bought by Weelly from Taiwan :)

Naraya bag from Soohoon from Thailand! Thanks so much! Hehe ;p

Bro went overseas for his course and he bought me a little gift :)

Thanks for this! They ate two meals because of me :x

This is yuki! So cute :)

Saturday
Metup with them to eat mac. And they got me my hellokitty toys! Lol! And thanks WH for the HK Magnets. Hehehe. And... Rashes on my face :(

Sunday
Went JB for BKT with SK and Austin. SK drove us to shopping and walk around lor :) Bought durian puffs! SK ate that ;p Enjoyed my day there :)

Just want you to be someone that belongs to me

2012-01-12T17:48:00.001-08:00

Tuesday, 10012012
After work went home bath and prepare. Drove over to fetch wanhua at 8. Then drove over to 907 for prata with Austin. Cos Shengde end work only at 8 and i guess he's super tired alrdy. And Shaokai will be in malaysia till very late. Slack awhile den about 10 head back home le lor :)

Wednesday, 11012012
After work went home and then went for my haircut. Cut fringe only lor. Initially intend to drive mum to go and take things but she want to dye her hair so at last i stayed at home play game ;p Hahaha!

Thursday, 12012012
Lunch time dad drove me home lor. Went back to take car cos friday he's not working den he can drive home after work ma. Over slept at home and drove to work at around 140 lor. Initially wanted to park at staging but went there it's like so many containers. Then drove back to basement lor. About 510 den drove over staging to wait for him. Herman thought it's who den Munilo told him that it's me den he like doubt lor. U-turn back and park infront of him den he say really is you ah, you know how to drive ah. Lol! Waited for dad for very long lor. Lol! Saw someone also. Lol! Then he was like, keep using phone? With gf i guess? Lol! Then Talk abit with Soe and bid goodbye to Herman and Soe den dad drove home le lor. Haha! Reach home at about 625! Super early lor! Hahaha! Then drove mum to Fajar and Tohguan lo.

Wanna go out for a walk later :( Hope that Bunyin's going out. If not i will walk over myself i guess. Lol! Feeling super unhappy de :(

I wish that you loved me

2012-01-09T16:22:00.000-08:00

My monday was a terrible one.
11 plus went for extraction and 2plus came back and decided to head home. Once i reached home, slept from 3plus to 7plus. Pain until cannot lor :x Woke up had porridge and slept at 10plus again. Lol! Mum cooked porridge for me to bring to work today. Feeling so uncomfortable lor. Lol! About like this ba. No mood to think about what i want to update about also. LOL!

Real friends accept me for who I am :)

2012-01-09T16:14:00.001-08:00

Hmmmms, will I regret after putting braces?

Friday, 06012012Home-d after work. Then jio-ed for mj. Around 8plus shengde wanhua and Austin came over for mj lo. Till 1plus I guess. 2 rounds of mj :)

Saturday, 07012012Woke up drove mum to batok and I went to see doctor. After that back home for awhile and drive her to jalan bahar sheng siong lo. Bought abit of cny goodies. Lol. Sis in law and her friend is making choco cornflakes lo. Quite nice de lo.

Hmmms, then meetup with wanhua and Austin. Bought gongcha and Austin had KFC for dinner and we walk back to my place. Shaokai is alrdy waiting for us at the void deck lo. Mj till 3plus. Slept at 4!

Sunday, 08012012Woke up at 6. Only had 2 hours of sleep lor! Drove mum and aunt over to batok to buy prawns for cny lor. Then 9plus head over to Shaokai's place to meetup with Austin and we went over to gekpoh to have breakfast at Mac ;p after that went back to Austin's place to get something that he want to bind lo. And Shaokai drive us to pioneer mall to meetup with shengde. Slack and shengde eat his lunch and we eat dessert. Lol! After that headed to Shaokai's place for mj lo! Till around 9. Then went over to 907 for prata. Reach le den realise that I left my wallet at his place -.- after dinner went back to take lor. I almost fell lor -.- throw face! Hahaha. But maybe I think because I'm too tired that's why can't even walk properly. Lol. Home-d at around 10. Wanted to play game but..... KO-ed! Still feel tired today.

REMINISCE

2012-01-05T19:59:00.001-08:00

This is how i look when i was young! Hehehe ;p

Super duper busy with my invoices! It's friday! Lol! Someone just cheered me up a little. Awwws, he's really cute lo ;p Gonna continue my work soon le. Hope Ahbun or whoever will go for a spin later and i shall tag along maybe can get to see someone ;p SH this morning fly alrdy lo. Can't wait to see her next wed :)

I hope that i won't fall for him cos i know that it's impossible so at last i will just hurt myself once more. But i really love his smiles :x

Hope that he will come in later. HEHEHE ;p Somehow miss him? Still can't forget what happened last friday. Didn't want many of that. Just once a week will do? LOL!

Love or not will see how i feel after mid feb i guess. Even if he has a gf. Hmmmms, jiayou lo KX. Sure can de :) I believe that he can be someone better. No matter whether he will be mine or not :)Hmmmms, really don't want this to happen lo. Sighs... What am i really thinking about? SAD!

Is this love?

2012-01-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

Miss GONG so muchhhhh :(

I want that Birkenstock lehhhh :( MONEY DROP FROM SKY PLEASEEEEEE ;p

Hmmmms, what is this? How am i feeling? I miss you lehhhh :( HOW?! Sighs.....
But i've got a strong feeling that he's going to have a gf soon lo. HAIS :(

2012-01-05T03:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday meet WH at wm after work. Reahced, walk walk awhile den went to pet shop. Awhile austin came. Wanted MJ but no place lo. So went for dinner at Koufu. Had tomyam ban mian!!! Lol! After dinner was gongcha den headed home le lor.
Today thursday le! Fast hor! Nothing much lo. Went Raffles city in the afternoon for lunch at pizza place lo. Her treat :) Then went to queue Gongcha again. My treat ;p Bus-ed home after work.

Miss him :(

Horlicks is back in action!

2012-01-03T02:04:00.001-08:00

Horlicks is back in action! Just too cute! But she still refuse to eat lo. So kelian!

Let's talk about yesterday ba. Monday afternoon went cwp with mum lo. And night was an ok one. Cos went jurong west to have dinner and walk around lo. After that went home le to have mj. After they left chit chatted with wh till 1. Today came to work lo :) haha! Tmr den edit post ba. Just a short and quick update. Gonna go out to meet sh alrdy :) tata-

Don't make your problem my problem!

2012-01-01T12:12:00.001-08:00

Let's talk about my longggg weekend :)

Thursday, 29122011
Headed over to 907 for prata after work. They are just too sweet to satisfy my cravings knowing that im becoming a bogeh soon ;p austin reach first while wh and sd waited for me at jp. Three of us bus-ed over to 907. Soon after that sk reached and we start our prata feast ;p After prata was mj @ sk's place :)
Each of us ordered our prata. Funny process again. As usual, they made me laugh & smile :)

Friday, 30122011
We shall start with Friday alrights! My super duper unforgettable and wonderful Friday! Met Soohoon for lunch at 1130. Before I went out to meet her, someone came in! And you know what?! I talked to him! Hahahaha ;p happy kid lahh! Then went out but she said want to come in to put things awhile so we went in to the office again. Stand at the recept there to talk with that someone around also. Hahaha! Just like dreaming ;p lunch went to bugis :) settled my Cny clothes alrdy lor. 2 dress and 1 top is more than enough alrdy. Lol! Went back to office, help her to do filings and sort out her docs! And she went off at 4plus. Wanted to go back early but she forget to take her book so I walk over to old office to pass her the books lor. Halfway there, he drove pass and waved to me. Wahh, just like a miracle lor. Then I blur. He wind down the window and tell me she's over there ;p woohoo~ happiest day in 2011! Best of the best lahh! Hahaha. I never thought that he will do that. Maybe just 好心 and I think too much but nvm lehh. Got cute guy talk to me lehh! Confirm end my Friday with a super duper good one lor! I can't describe how I feel but just super love that feeling ;p after work went back home. Night time, went over to jalan bahar's ss with both dad and mum. Bought lots of tidbits. And after that Shaokai wenyan and wanhua came over for mj ;p till 5plus in the morning and they went back alrdy.

Saturday, 31122011
Last day of 2011 alrdy! Lol. Woke up at 10plus if i never rmb wrongly. Went over to meet sd and Austin at pioneer mall at around 530. Bought this and that for that countdown party at his place. Reached his place ch is alrdy there le. help him to prepare lo. I cut vege okay. They say must eat with tears ;p Austin and ch went over to fetch jx and wy lor. After that most of them all came. About 1030 went over to sk's place to take mj table. Den went over to fetch wh. From street I say till ave. so took sometime to look for it :x so sorry. Lol! Reach sd's house just in time 3 mins before 12. Countdown with wh and ry lor. The rest all busy talking! Sc funny lor. She said huh? 12 le ah. Hahaha! Her reaction it's like funny only lor. We had angmoh popiah (wrap) and curry chicken. Haha. There's many of us in total lor. Me Shaokai shengde ruiyan xiaohui cheehao Austin Junxian wenyan wanhua soochian duliang Gabriel aijin and got the other girl with her bf. don't know what's her name :x hope that I din missed anyone out :x homed at around 530 in the morning.

Sunday, 01012012
woke up at 11plus. Wash up and fell asleep again till 3plus :x woke up, play com slack around and went out at 5plus. Met ch at his house downstairs. Wait for Austin lor. Went over to fetch sk. Then head over to 500plus to meetup with sd jx and wy. Ate bkt. Finally my first meal at 6plus :x msged joanne lee and hao lian to her that I'm eating bkt ;p she wanted to have it long ago le. She say must meetup with me to have it soon. Lol! After that JX drove WY CH & SK over to SK's place first while Me, SD & Austin went over to SD's place to take back the mj table to SK's place. Reached, then they played the first round of mj. I sit beside see lor :) After that WH reached den second round of mj. I got play. Lol! After everything it's like about 230 le. Reached home bathed play lappy. Slept at 4plus lor. My eyes are resting but brain is not :x

Monday, 02012012
Second day of 2012 le. Woke up at 7 bath and prepare and went over to pray ahgong lo. That place going to demolish soon lo. SAD! Super memories with GONG over there. I miss him so much lor :( After so so so so many years, government wants to demolish it. Pray and everything lo. Just reach home. 11 only. Downloading msn now cos Austin help me find song den he want to send me ma. Lol! Should be not going out today ba. I want to rest. And weekdays also don't want to go out le. Weekend den go out. Broke le. Worrying about the money that i need to pay on 16 :( Sighs..... Later see got anything anot den update lor.

To err is human, to forgive divine

2011-12-29T16:06:00.001-08:00

Thursday, 29112011
Soohoon is at HQ so we didn't manage to have lunch tgt lor. End work at 530 ;p Hehehe. But was worrying lahh. Cos my excess card, work pass and earpiece all never bring back -.- I was rushing for shuttle ma. Afraid that the bus will be full :x

Was msging with SH hoping that she's going back to Jurong on the dot. But she's staying till quite late lo. Saw her inside his lorry and they are heading to Marina east. So no choice lo, have to mrt myself. In mrt there's this LADY here damn irriating one. She thought her hair very nice, keep make until my hand when she've got so much space infront of her lahh. In fact her hair is like grass lor. Then i TSK very loud her colleague ask her stand infront abit ;p

Met up with WH and SD at JP lo. And met Austin at 907 waited for SK to come. Had prata for dinner. They are just too nice to satisfy my cravings ;p HAHAHA. Cos i'm going to be bogeh soon lahh :(

After that sit SK's back to his place for MJ.
Chit chatted there while waiting for others to arrive. When chit chatting then i know i'm so suagu. Cos i never go so many places before. Like AMK all that :(

As usual lahh, i kenna say the most, or should i say i'm the only one who kenna disturb :x LOL!

Said that he always use Kiki to mop floor, he keep denying den at last he said that it's sweep not mop cos it's dry one -.-
Asked him why never help Kiki dye hair ( wwhich he did before ) and he said that i'm the one who's teaching him bad! LOL!
And MJ, lose money :( SK prepared marker for me to sign. Luckily lo, never ;p
And many more lo. But still, i always enjoy my day when i'm with them :) Big wide smile on my face ;p

Austin send me and WH home with SD after that. Washup and KO-ed all the way :x Last week slept a little this week sleep so much :x

Today FRIDAY lo! Lunch time will be heading over to Bugis with SH to do out CNY shoppings ;p Love to go out with her. We talk laugh smile gossip non-stop de. Lol! And it has been a long time since i lunch out with Aisyah. Shall find one day :) After work most probably will be heading home. And maybe jio mum go pasar malam at woodlands. Shall see how lor. Sometimes will feel super lazy to step out from home once i reach home ;p Tmr saturday le. Countdown at SD's place. Will meet him early to get the foods and all that :)

Now i know why i don't like to be at home. I feel so don't-know-how-to-say. Say till so nice want use car let him know in advance, let him know one month in advance alrdy say will let me know. When that day reach all act blur. Nvm. I see my colleagues and friends de brothers all can lend them de lor. Then night time no go out, want borrow awhile and give that sian tone. Also nvm. Stay tgt so stress -.- Want do what also scared later they unhappy. He want what I lend him without second word de lor. Like my LV sling bag and Blackberry. Want what i also tried my best to give or borrow. Then they lehh? Do things all never think of me one. Seriously TIRED lor. Nvm lahh, maybe from today onwards i can learn to be stingy maybe i can become rich one day. BOBIAN LOR, SUCK THUMB!

Hmmmms, how am i feeling. Wants to see him though we had not talked before. Is this a crush or what. Miss his super cute face so much. They once told me, in between 3 months it's call crush, after 3 it's call like and more than 6 months it's call love. Is it true? We shall wait and see :) But i've got a feeling that he's going to have a girlfriend soon :x Nvm lahhh, what's mine will always be mine no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it gonna be :)

Wish me all the best in 2012 ba. 2011 wasn't a good year for me. So i really hope that 2012 will be the best of the best and everything goes smoothly. And hopefully, to get what i want and to find my Mr Right that will treat me good and love me more than i love him :)

IT'S YOU THAT I WANT ;p

All good things will come to an end.

2011-12-27T15:36:00.000-08:00

Tuesday
Went to HQ at around 4. Didn't expect to be that fast. Shanice was not around. Norna helped me instead. Was always wondering why are they so friendly towards me when they only heard me before :x Headed home straight. Reach home at 5plus :x Night went over to woodlands for MJ. Lose at first but won at last. Lol. Took my phone and see, was like wahh, so many miss call lehh. Called back SD and he said that he was at woodlands alone and want to walk over to look for me. In the end it's a plot -.- They planned nicely le they was still at Jurong with Austin when called. Cos they said that they want to come over to BP to look for me in the end Austin told them that i was at woodlands so they head over to woodlands. Lol! And JY's miss call yesterday too. Called back but noone answer. Was wondering what happened lo. Not long after, SD and WH reach. And awhile more MJ ended le. WY's friends was cute lo. Hahaha!

Waiting for 9 to call the dental. Will be heading out for my dental appointment later :)

You appeared in my dream again. Made me don't feel like waking up :( Though we'd not talked before, but the feeling you gave was different. If you've not intend to be a step closer to me, please don't appear anymore. Been long time ever since i get to see you. 8 days alrdy i guess. Hope to see you soon :)

No reason to stay is a good reason to go.

2011-12-26T16:10:00.001-08:00

Back to this lil space of mine after my longggggg weekend :)

WEDNESDAY, 21122011
Metup with WY after work to acc her over to get her things from post office and we both went over to library. She borrowed her books, can't find mine lo. After that we went over to CWP to walk walk and awhile later, home sweet home :)

THURSDAY, 22122011
Went JP after work. Last min they jio for Sherlock Holmes at JP :) One sway thing lor. Lost my ez link card :( Just top up de. Sad lor! Metup with WH SD first to shop around and had our dinner there :) After that RY XH CH Aijin Austin came. Thanks RY for that christmas prezzie :) Went for our show lo. After movie Austin send SD WH and me home. Thanks so much :)

FRIDAY, 23122011
Really can't recall what I did on friday lo :( Really old le. I think should be home after work lo. BB Bryan's last day at my place. He gave each of us a big big hug before he left. So sad :( Hmmmms, his mom bought my a hellokitty cushion-look-alike thingy as my christmas prezzie. Mum was super sad! But i guess same goes to everyone of us.

SATURDAY, 24112011
Woke up, laze around & play lappy. Group chat pop out and they decided to go for a movie again. Wanted to take a nap but that group chat keep on "ding" and my msg keep "ding ding" make me can't sleep. After that on silent but i can't get to sleep alrdy -.- Lol! CH ask me don't always sleep :x Bus-ed to JP. And i don't know why i'm so sway. Zzz. Someone tap card tap till the whole machine drop off. And all of us have to wait. And change to another bus. LOL! Met CH first as he reach first. Was looking for what that make my leg itch den suddenly received one apps saying "don't keep look down lehh" I was shock and look around lo. He was just somewhere near me lahh. After all came which was Me CH Aijin SC SD RY XH Austin. MI @ 710. But we was a little late lor. After movie they went to club. Me Aijin and Austin went over to 907 to meetup with SK. After that SK's place for MJ. Alot of funny things happened. Lol! Home at 2plus if i'm not wrong.

SUNDAY, 25112011
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY :)
Woke up quite late and laze around again! Suddenly SD fb msg me telling me that he's not going for his rock climbing alrdy ask me what about later. Told him that i don't know and asked him what he wanna do. He said that he wanna slack ask me to ask Austin. Then they decided to slack lor. Was feeling super lazy to bath :x After bathing bus-ed over lor. Everyone reached except for me :x SK SD Austin Aijin WY JX and lastly CH came after that lo. Ate so much :x Had fishball noodles for dinner. Then over to SK's place for MJ had Chocolate cake :x After MJ went 907 and i had prata again :x Home at about 12 i guess.

MONDAY, 26112011
HAPPY BOXING DAY (okay, i just got to know that they called this day a boxing day :x)
So long ever since i'm having such a nice sleep :x LOL! Woke up at 12, decided not to head out. Had instant noodles for brunch. Rest awhile and i went to have my nap till 3plus i think. Woke up, laze around and bath and prepare. Dinner with family. After that dad drove us to WM to get foods for my babies. And bpp, wanted to get my story books but the queue was superrrr long -.- Till the end of the store so can you imagine. Didn't buy any in the end. Home, TV and slept at 11plus. Lol!

TUESDAY, 27112011
Back to work again. Didn't feel reluctant to go work AT ALL :) Short week this week and next :) 3 more days to payday. Can't wait for it to come. So many things that i need to get :( My contact lens, solution, new year clothes and all :( SO NOT ENOUGH!!! Well, afternoon might be heading over to HQ to get my contract signed. Will be gg home from there i guess :) Shall end here :)

ENJOYED my weekend :)

Okay, it's just too complicated.
Don't put words in my mouth :)

BORING TUESDAY

2011-12-19T18:39:00.000-08:00

BORED LO!
MESSED up my fb photos also. Anyhow upload back le. Lol!
It's tuesday.
Yesterday was a rainy Monday :)
Stayed in office lo. Bored de.
Noon, Soohoon came in and chat-chatted with me. After she left continues playing lappy. Then ended work early ;p LOL!
Okay lahh, nothing to update also le.

When I say that you're the one.

2011-12-18T15:39:00.000-08:00

Today should my first day of work at Cesco. But i'm still at GB now :x Really hope that i did not make the wrong choice ;p

Not feeling too good. Not happy. I'm tired! Tired of life :(

2011-12-18T07:51:00.001-08:00

Enjoyable sunday eh ;p
Morning drove mum to Batok lo. Look for aunt and uncle.
Than home, played com, prepared and went out.
Went over to BPP to get Gongcha first then Austin came, fetched me and wh. Reached, Mj, lose ;p After awhile SK came lo :) After MJ was dinner. After dinner, MJ again. Lol! Austin send us home, JX send SD and SK home alone lo. Cos he said that he's tired and also can see that he's tired :) Hmmmms, he was asking whether anyone to drive him home using his car but unfortunately, JX drove today lo. Wanted to drive him home but will have difficulty going home later because no bus le. So no choice he went home himself lo. Apps him asking if he's okay. He say he okay lo. Hope he reach home safely :) Cos he like anyhow drive le, then they say if he's tired he will drive like this de.

You're the reason for everything.

2011-12-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

I'm bored :x
Ohya, and i've decided to stay in my current company.
Hope i've made the right choice :)

WHAT ARE WORDS...

2011-12-17T11:06:00.001-08:00

It's 3AM now. Just reach home Mac. Okay, SEE THE TIMING!!! I actually had mac! OMG! I can't accept the fact. So please KILL ME!!! Had three rounds of mj. Sway until cannot. I lose all three rounds -.- There goes my 2 weeks lunch $$. Awwwws, but nvm! It's just a game :) KAIXIN JIU HAO ;p Okay, i can predict my boring sunday is coming near me :x I'm super energetic now! Why ahhhhh, why!!! LOL!

I MISS HIS CUTEST SMILEEEEE :x

原来不爱了也是一种爱原来心痛了也能被温柔对待
阳光透进来把心打开用释怀换得灿烂
不恨了也是一种爱祝福没有想像那么难
在爱情的转弯天空依然还是那么蔚蓝

2011-12-17T00:09:00.000-08:00

Aiya, wanted to edit my blogskin again but hor, i'm just plain lazy :x Packed my whole room today! Because i've got nothing to do. Hahaha! It's neat and tidy now. Just haven clear all the bears lo :x Feeling giddy for many days alrdy lo. Lol! Not enough sugar in body i think. End here lo. Bye :)

2011-12-16T08:25:00.001-08:00

2011-12-16T08:22:00.001-08:00

Work as usual :) after work meetup with sd, wh and Austin for dinner at JE :) while waiting for transport, someone waved widely and gave me a wide smileeee! Hahahaha! How wonderful if I can end my day like this everyday :x after dinner they chit chat lo. Homed at 10plus. Think gonna sleep now. Tired lo. Try to sleep first ba :) update again.

2011-12-16T05:38:00.001-08:00

Good thing happen today!!! Hehehe ;p

2011-12-15T19:35:00.000-08:00

Going to lunch time lo. I still don't know lo. When Weelly tell me 1130 alrdy i shock sia -.- Lol! Long timw never update le lor :)

Say about tuesday ba. Cos only went out on tuesday. Hahaha! Tuesday morning someone made my day!!! Wahahaha, his smiles really melt my heart lah! SUPER CUTE :x Hahahaha! Okay lah, i know i'm crazyyyy ;p After lunch time took Barrage bus out lo. Saw him ;p Went over to iDental for in-fill and washing lo. Pain and scary sia :( Wasted my leave lor! Didn't know that it's just a very very short one -.- 28 still got another appointment lo. Think i'm not taking leave. Awhile only ma ;p After that went JP lo. Waited for sd. He acc me :x Lol! Thanks to him eh?! Cos meeting Austin and SK for dinner ma. Then walk walk lo. Ji de chi and subway while waiting for Austin to finish work. Then walk over to Austin's block void deck cos i wanna charge phone :x Me and sd waited downstairs lo. Then went boonlay market for BBQ stingray. Lol! SK last min cannot make it cos will reach sg late. After that to find my hellokitty screen protector lo. Boonlay no sell :( Then over to 964 there to look for it. Also don't have! SAD MAX! Yishun have but i forget which block alrdy lor. Sian! Then over to SK's place for MJ :) After that, to coffee shop to slack den went home le lor. Reach home at 1plus ba. Lol!
Wednesday after work went over to Batok to meetup with mum. As she's going for a small surgery. Take out one thing from her arm. Lol!

Today friday lo. So boring! Lol! 3 days no see that cute guy lo. Plus sat sun will be 5 days :x Hahahahaha! Hope he will come in later ;p

2011-12-11T08:02:00.001-08:00

Long time ever since i update my blog lo. Since now can't get to sleep den come update awhile lo.
Thinking about work and it's always work!!! Lol!

Yesterday's XLB dinner nice lo! Hahaha! Before dinner meet 3plus at my house for mj den to holland v with sd wh wy austin lo. Meetup with duliang ch ry xh and sk there :) After that they went for their cold rock. Then slack awhile. Decided to watch alrdy famous. Not nice at all lo. Anw, only. me, sk,sd,wh and austin went for that movie lo. After movie it's about 2plus? Got big joke lo!!!! Then after that sk send us home. Thanks so much ah :)

Today woke up, meetup with sk sd and austin at 907, after that wy came. Slack lo. Then to pasar malam to buy food, they want buy chou dou fu lo! Lol! Then all came to my place to slack, watch tv and awhile later mj lo :) After mj went over to bpp's mac. Eat and slack till 10plus den head home le lo. Was a fun day today!!! I laughed so much. Hahahaha! I half rolled today -.- Like a ball! Hahaha! I hope my everyday will be like today. Cos i laughed non stop. Great friends around :)

2011-12-09T07:03:00.001-08:00

2011-12-08T07:05:00.001-08:00

2011-12-03T10:56:00.001-08:00

My fav girl who made me don't bear to leave my workplace :(

My Bb Bryan gg back soon :(

Last time with my Worley parsons tag :(

My cutie pie!!!

2011-11-28T16:58:00.001-08:00

Back with bangs! Lol. Somehow not use to it alrdy leh :x dental appointment later at ubi. Tired lo! My eyes are closing alrdy. Nothing to do lo.

2011-11-28T15:50:00.001-08:00

Garfield at jp!!! That was on Sunday when I went for Immortals @ JP with wh sd ry xh and Austin. Lol!

Saturday they came over for mj :))))

Bugis with Suchen! After that 907 to dabao. Den over for mj till morning 6plus lo ;p

My babies are doing well at uncle's place :)

2011-11-21T15:37:00.001-08:00

24 days left with GB :) can't bear to leave this place is only because of all my lovely colleagues here :) for my future, I need to leave. Gonna bear with all the goods and bads no matter how the new company will be. Gonna accept with no regrets. Follow my heart and hope everything will be good.

I'm doing pretty good now. Always happy smiling and laughing non stop when I meetup with my group of friends :) bored lo. Office com down -.- im doing nothing everyday. Have to start my paper work later le.

2011-11-20T17:10:00.001-08:00

A visit to the dome on Friday :) and help out with colleague a lil of her duty. Had gongcha. &&tendered on Friday too. Lol. Hope my choice will be right. Will need time to adapt as I jump from a mnc co. to a local one. Lol!

Meimei ;)

Bb Mandy'shaoen

Spot that handsome boy of mine :)

Cute right? But not nice to eat de -.-

Uncle came to meetup with parents for coffee and bought me 3 boxes of my all time fav :)

Bb ke er playing with herself.

Suddenly cry for milk...

Happy lil girl :)

Sat went bb Mandy's bbshower. After that jp to buy present and head over to wy's birthday tgt with sd xh wh and Austin. When reach ch and gab is alrdy there. Lol. After awhile duliang came followed by sk then ry. After cake cutting awhile went over to jurong safra Kbox lo. Reach home at 4plus, sk sent. Prepared and slept. Woke up at 9plus lo. Bathed again and stick to my bed till 5plus den drag myself to Bpp to meetup with Irving and his gf :) dinner at pizzahut and queued for gongcha ;p home sweet home and I slept at 9plus. So early!!!

2011-11-16T18:40:00.001-08:00

Neglect my blog for super long alrdy lo. Hmmms, start from Saturday ba? The rest I forget le ;p

Saturday 4plus reach mbs to meetup with CarolFong before heading to my company's d&d. Lol! Halfway I went back le lor. Lol. Reach home watch show and sleep :) next day woke up early for 麦当当 breakfast at bangla park ;p den after that met sk sd Austin. Had dinner. Slack my Sunday away :) love my weekends like this :)

This coming weekend will be fun too I guess :) wish me good luck for today's news :)

2011-11-16T01:23:00.001-08:00

Me with my super cutie pie. Love him lo. My happy pill, never fail to make me smile :)

2011-11-13T20:09:00.001-08:00

2011-11-03T15:53:00.001-07:00

Tuesday had gelare waffles for dinner :)

Wednesday went home after work lo.

Thursday after went jp to meetup with Celinie to satisfy my craving ;p almond paste. Acc her to get her black pants and polo tee. Went to kfc to find Irving and his gf. Den went to walk walk lo. Met sk and Austin after that. We went timah for prata. Then he send me home :) thanks for the treat and sending me back home :)

2011-10-31T02:12:00.000-07:00

Update :)

Saturday
I foget what i do alrdy but around 2plus went to meetup with CarolFong at Bpp den 7plus MJ at home with sd they all. Half way, wanhua came, ch wait at void deck. 2 rounds of MJ den off to railway mall for supper. home at 2plus slept at 4.

Sunday woke up at 7plus -.- Since i've got nothing to do so i followed parents to Bugis. Hmmmms, then old airport road for taohuay and kway chap :))) Home at 1plus. Bused over to sk's place for mj. Till 6plus went over to 500plus the cc there to have mac with sk and Austin. Then we got nowhere to go, so they send me home :) Fall asleep super early!

Monday today lo. Work again. Wanna go run later if it's not raining :) Nothing much also lo.

2011-10-28T18:41:00.000-07:00

Was on MC on monday PM and tuesday.
Monday met Suchen at JP for dinner and dessert.
We laughed once we met till we part ;p
Next meetup will me K session. Hehehe ;p

Tuesday went over to meetup with Celinie at 907. Then 4plus went home. 9plus had 2 rounds of MJ :) All of them was around :D

Wednesday went to the "new" CWP for a walk and dinner :)

Thursday, nothing.

Friday Halloween at USS with CCXW and Irving&Gf :) Meet at JP first. Had Subway for dinner ;p After halloween went toast box for supper. Okay, i sound really MAN today -.- Let the pics do the talkings :)

2011-10-25T05:17:00.001-07:00

Please la. Aiyo... You not tired meh? Lol!

2011-10-24T02:03:00.001-07:00

Okay, seriously I'm not like somebody out there. Loves to put those super ugly pictures at dp! Skin so dark like to put so white foundation. Look like ghost seriously! Kao! Dark and oily skin with that super white foundation. Really cmi sia. Pot calling the kettle black sia. I won't humiliate one when me myself look ugly. But hor, this one really cannot don't say. Lol!

Okay lah. Don't say liao. Sin!!!!

2011-10-23T18:28:00.001-07:00

Okay, I'm just too bored leh ;p abit pictures okay! Lol!

My fav!!! I want to have it soon lah :(

Lol! Bear with my ugly pics ya? Hmmmms...

Hellokitty car!!! Omg!

Another new 臭臭 added to my bed. My bed gonna be too full soon!

My new companion :)

Ending with me again ;p

2011-10-23T18:16:00.001-07:00

Life's doing too good without you :)

2011-10-23T17:45:00.000-07:00

I spend my weekday and weekend at WORK and HOME :(
Saturday was their usual drink and drunk gathering at home. With uncle and cousins. So long ever since i join them.
Uncle made prawn roll for all of us.
Since so long never join them, they keep making fun and laugh at me lo :(
Especially when i speak hokkien to ahma, they say "ehhhh, you don't know how to speak hokkien ah." Then all starts to laugh. ARGH!
And hor, uncle knows that i don't do household chores one, den keep disturb me ask me help him stir the prawn paste den i told him hand tired den he say you must learn den next time cook for your future husband, cannot wait for him to cook -.- KAO!

After they went back at night, I told dad that i feel like having porridge at Timah, so he agree to drive me there to have it.
By seeing me feel lousy and having fake smiles, mum bought me my fav tau sah piah from that particular old shop ;p And dad peel the skin off for me knowing that i don't eat de ;p So sweeeet of them!
They treat me like their babygirl after knowing how i felt from the very first day :')

My weekend acc by my storybook except for sunday's dinner with Irving&Gf :)))
You see, they never forget me. Glad to have them around :) Hahaha!

I'm bored at work laaaaa! I forget to bring my storybook to work, phone cable also. My monday sucks laaaa! MONDAY BLUES :(

2011-10-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

I'm worry for you.
Thousands and millions of worries :(
But you'll never know.
Never ever.

I don't know how to express how i feel when i get to know that you're feeling lousy. No ways to help but just ask others to take good care of you :( I feel so helpless. Imissyou :(

Pass 12am, so it's 6 days ever since we last contacted. I hope you're doing fine :)

2011-10-20T23:39:00.001-07:00

Putting on braces soon! Appointment made on 9th dec! Still long but excited! Hehehe ;p counting down from 49 days starting from today :) hope time pass fast!

2011-10-20T15:59:00.001-07:00

Sitting in car now as I reach damn early, went to bro's camp with him and drove his car to work. Cos he's on sail till next month lo. Den either dad or me can drive mum.

Hmmmms, should I put braces anot? Contradicting lehhh :(

Sighs... Many thoughts running through my mind. Am I truly happy now? Are all my smiles and laughters true?

2011-10-20T00:23:00.001-07:00

I've been going home from work from Monday till now. Okay, I hate moodswings. I'm having serious ones these few days. Which was why I went for a run yesterday. I hope my muscles will be good, stay inside. Hahaha!

Colleagues keep disturbing me today saying that today is Wednesday. Because I argued with them yesterday saying that yesterday was Tuesday. Haha. Life's meaningless so which day also doesn't matter to me. Lol.

And I don't even know that next Wednesday is a public holiday. Okay, I really don't know what am I thinking about these few days. Going for a run again tonight :)

Gonna drive bro to work and den drive to work tmr. Hope I don't lost my way like again :x and I hope no jam, no slope! Lol!!!

2011-10-18T19:24:00.001-07:00

I'm still craving for sashimi!!! Lol.

2011-10-18T18:22:00.001-07:00

Suddenly miss those days when we went pasir ris to see puppies. One of the happiest moment when we were tgt :)

I just miss what we do, I don't miss you. Waste my time!

Hmmmms, am I lying to myself? Or what? What's love all about? I'd rather not know it at the very beginning. So I won't be trapped :)

2011-10-17T19:48:00.001-07:00

All these leads to where I want to go, but where you don't want to be. I wish you all the best :)

2011-10-16T18:12:00.000-07:00

I'm here :)
Saturday was a very dumb day. Lost my way when driving almost whole day. Which made me feel so scared of driving now! Lol! Morning drive mum to batok for breakfast and we went over to see grandma. Then after that was Godsis place. To pass things and see Zander and Ezanne. Both of them was very cute lah! Miss them lo. Hehe ;p Then to May's 21st where I lost my way :( Then back to yewtee for grandfather's birthday. Then send aunt to toa payoh. Where i lost my way again -.- Called SK but he was at Malaysia. Then called Austin lo. Luckily he knows how to go!!! Haha! Back to Jurong after that. They went 907 while i head home. Lol! Fall asleep with my phone on my hand with whatsapp which i want to reply typed halfway -.- Haha! First time! Lol!

Sunday i slept till 12plus lo. Wake up. Dad came back to drive me for breakfast. I don't want de lo, lazy and tired. Then he say i want eat what den he drive over. Then no choice lo. Go 163. Wanted to have kekou mian but had ba chor mee instead. Lol! Then back home, prepared, drove mum to Imm. Lol! Bought alot of things lo. Until car boot full until those things must put at seats -.- Haha! Then back home, BPP for Gongcha then met them at 907 at 9plus. Lol! Then to SK's house prepare for mj while waiting for sd to be back. Then 11plus went over to Pioneer MRT to fetch sd. SK drive den we follow lo. Haha! Played till nearly 2 den went home le. Dumb thing i do again.
1) Dad says "Girl ah, i go out liao ah" and I replied HAPPILY "okay, byeye!" 5 mins later i remember, my bag in car, no one at home. And i'm being locked at home!!! Luckily i not so early go out, wait for mum to be back den i can go out lah :(
2) When moving off from SK's house, i can do a easy u-turn but I do a many point turn :(

LOL! Why am i so blur this few days?! Haha! And they all went laughing because I can lost my way even when at jurong :( lol! Throw face lah!

2011-10-14T18:51:00.001-07:00

Thanks to Irving & gf! At least I spent the last part of my birthday happily chatting and eating ice cream. After ice-cream, went to woodlands don't know where. Also somewhere which ive never went before. Really thanks to both of them! They cheered me up whenever I meet them, without fail.

Previously dearest asked me out when she knows that I feel lousy. We went to sunset way for pizza lo. After that to island creamery. Then to timah for her ice jelly. Lol. She big! No choice! Haha!

Will update again ba. Busy day for me again.

2011-10-13T22:11:00.001-07:00

I feel lousy today :((( on my birthday :(

2011-10-13T18:35:00.001-07:00

See my cuzzie, seriously make me smile. Lol. So long ever since someone called me baby cousin. Lol!

Okay, quite a meaningless birthday. But anw, thanks to all who msg me, apps me, tweet me, fb me... Lol.

Update later ba :)

2011-10-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

I'm here to update with a don't-know-how-to-say feeling. Lol! Oh well, like what i've said. I'm sry to leave you at where you've started. I've moved on, happily. So sad you see you living in your own world. So what you've said things behind me? aren't you tired? If you're not, let me tell you that i'm tired :) And i won't even want to bother anymore ya? Da ren bu ji XIAO REN GUO :) I won't even want to bother about what lil kids will do. Lol!

Okay, i'm bored now! Hope to see your apps appearing on my phone now. LOL ;p

Hey girl, please stay happy okay! Don't always ask me to cheerup yet you always bottle up your feeling. Just rmb that i'll always be there for you like how you're always there for me ok? Got things must share share. You're not alone. No matter you're going through ups or downs, you'll always have me with you :) JIAYOU okay, you sure can do it de! Hao bu hao? LOVEYOU, always :)

2011-10-11T17:41:00.001-07:00

I'm here again :) finally it's Wednesday. Lol. Yesterday went for buffet dinner with CarolFong cos she says that it's for my birthday. Hehe ;p dad drove me over to mbs to look for her den we decide where to go and eat lo. At last we went to raffles city. Lol. Train back at 9plus. Walk to her place there to bus home. While walking, had a heart to heart talk with her. Okay, happy and sad at the same time. But I've really moved on abit le :)

Tonight should I drive mum over to see grandma? Or should I go out? Mum keep complaining about maid this few days. I don't like. Alrdy no mood liao still need to listen all these. Not good change lahhh! Rude den scold lorrr! Everything's not right! Even work! SIAN, super turnoff!

Just that I think back, when I thought it's all over. Sighs... Still rmb when I went for my haircut, when she asked, where's your bf. I can't answer bravely, instead 3secs after what I answered, I broke down :(

心情不好 :(

Anw, 18 more days till end of this month! Looking forward!

2011-10-11T00:22:00.000-07:00

I've got nothing to do now leh. Lol!
Ohya, to think back ah, I think sunday i was abit spoil mood during the dinner ya? Lol! Can't blame about why i think alot. Because that was one of the foods which i requested for him to eat with me but he refused to. So ya :( Then i was thinking why each and every of his friends treat me better than him? I'm happy but i don't know why i tends to think alot.

Okay, i should be happy because i won't get hurt by you anymore. I really really really think that it's time to move on. Even got no bf also nvm. I will live my life happily. Not for you to regret, but for me to know what's life all about :)

I should live happily with my life knowing that there's so much more people out there who's caring for me and will be willing to be there for me. I exchanged you with afew good friends and that will be more than enough :) Like what Irving said, without you, we still can go prawning tgt :) Like what they said, without you i still can meetup with them. Without you, life will be happier. I can do what i want to. I can buy things for myself :)

JIAYOU KAIXIN! You can do it de. Don't think about him anymore. Don't think about the one who hurt you anymore. Don't think about someone who humiliate you anymore :) You will be better off without him :)

Okay, what a naggy post!

2011-10-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

I'm up from my 1hour 30mins nap! Lol
Gonna update a lil before i really start work? Hehe ;p
Yesterday girl acc me to have my haircut.
As usual, we talk and chat like nobody's business.
Then back to my place, had steamboat for dinner.
Received another Angbao from my mum.
Because today is my chinese birthday. Hehe ;p
Gave girl a surprise with the bag she likes :)
And went to 'shift car' at 9plus. TROUBLESOME!!!
After that walked home with her. Lol!

3 more days. Should i be looking forward to?
Hmmmmms, nothing for me to look forward to actually.
But still, thanks all for the advance birthday celebrations which i really enjoyed! Hehe. Or maybe i just feel like being alone on that very day? Lol!
Don't know lah. Will see how. Anw, got work what! Lol!

Anw, i just want a peaceful life lah. Never ask for more what. So what if i'm his ex-gf. Ex-gf means cannot have peaceful life after breakup meh? You want to see who say who first? Lol! Please get the facts right lah. Anw, i'm not the one who said something so arrow pls shoot the one who say you. Don't people say you den arrow turn back shooting at me lo. Lol! I din even want to know what happened to both of you from the very beginning after we broke off ok. So please lah, get a life and let me live the life i want to. You live your life and i live mine. Thanks ah.

I don't know who will see this. I also don't care who will see this. I just want to say my heartfelt words out.

2011-10-09T16:33:00.001-07:00

FRIDAY!
Meet girl after work at Bugis for Koi.
And took bus back.
She surprised me with a bouquet of flowers! Hehehe ;p Love her so much!
We chatted and laughed all the way back to BP. Hahaha!
Always got tons and tons or things to talk and share about.
Went home, bath, changed and drove over to fetch her.
Pump petrol and we went Jalan Bahar's Sheng siong to get my steamboat things.
That car seriously CMI, drink petrol faster than i drink water -.- Lol!
About like this lo. Lol!

SATURDAY!
A mini celebration with my relatives and girl :)
Woke up at 7plus. Superrrr early. Lol!
Girl came over at 12, another very surprised surprise from her.
She walk over to place with a kitty balloon. Hehehe ;p
Thanks so much to her!
She acc me fetch grandpa to and fro :)
Drove bro go take back his car back from chevron :)
Then we drove to Clementi for Koi and Ntuc :)
And went home.
Can't rmb still got what alrdy lo. Lol!
About 6plus Eunice Lee came, surprise again!
With 2 kitty balloons. Hehehe ;p
Then slack and chit chat awhile, JO and BF came.
Surprise AGAIN. With HelloKitty Cupcakes.
Wahhh, almost got heart attack lo ;p Hahaha.
And also thanks for that very lovely custom made card with all your heartfelt words inside :')
Was driving for the whole day and only slept at 2plus. TIRED!

SUNDAY!
Woke up at 11plus. Lol!
Use lappy awhile den went to slowly bath and prepare lo. Hahaha!
2plus, drove out to Clementi to fetch Girl and bros.
Then back to their place, then to Jurong. Hehehe ;p
Irving and his Gf bring us to NEX.
Say until like they are our parents ;p LOL!
Anw, it's my first time here.
They laughed at me :( Hahaha ;p
Walk around lo. Very big :x Hehe.
Halfway through someone spoil mood sia. PC!
There got sell alot of my favourite!!! HELLOKITTYssssss LOL!
Jacksplace for dinner at about 7 :)
Thanks for that surprise cake after dinner.
And that very happy and nice birthday song by the three of you!
Touched!
&&Thanks for that Hellokitty Pen :) Really love it alot! Hehehe ;p
Afterall i enjoy my day alot, enjoy going out with both of you as asual :)
Go out tgt soon ok? Hehehe!

I want to go JB to do my nails again :( Maybe next month? Lol!
I want to go shopping soon. Lol!

It's monday, and i'm back to work. Blueeeey monday :(

Now i know, i realise, anyone out there can treat me better than him so much more. Without him, i can live better. It's just those misses and memories that i've to overcome. Those memories that i asked for -.- For now to me, you're nothing because i get to see how well you treat me when we was tgt after this few days. I won't say that you're not good, maybe it's just the way you treat your gfs, or maybe just me :)

Like what someone said, since everything is over, there's nothing to fight about. Since he choose her, then there's no point keeping him by my side.
I'll always rmb this sentence.

Another thing, i don't like to fake. I'm alrdy very PC! So please don't come and provoke me. I feel so TURN OFF whenever your pic appear -.- I know where i stand, so please know where you stand well too.

2011-10-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

2011-10-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back home!
Friday night spend at home :)
After work went bugis, had Koi :)
Thanks for the surprise flower and sticky.
Touched! Loveyou most okay! Hehehe ;p
Thanks Gf for everything!

After Koi, bus-ed home.
Bath-ed and went over to fetch Girl.
Bro drove his car out.
So no choice, drove dad's car out. The head long like don't know what.
And.... I used up 15mins to find that car :( Lol! JOKE!

Went Jalan Bahar Sheng Siong to get things for tmr. Lol!
And home alrdy lo. Thanks girl for your acc :)
Reached home, mum want to eat, so drove her to batok for supper.
Fat die me lo :(
I gain 2 kg le :(
Sad like don't know what sia! Lol!
Just reach home. Doing my mask now.

Cousins all coming over tmr to look for me.
Sucha lovely :)
Gonna end here now!
Gg make my phone lo ;p

2011-10-07T01:46:00.000-07:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

I gonna do something about me.
I think i can't be living in this way.
I gonna do anything just to let the pain go away.
Whatever i can.
I just hope that i don't lie to myself that i'm happy.
I just wanna be truly happy.
I don't wanna use all the fake smiles to cover my pain.
Because in the end, i'll still feel the pain.
That's all.
Especially when night falls.
Sighs...

I gonna stand strong, gonna be brave.
Gonna overcome each and everything.
I really hope i can.
I'm so sick and tired :(
Really.

2011-10-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Why do human beings have got emotions?
Why must you treat me this way?
How can i stop all these?
What should i do?
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want this feeling :(
Why can't i get over, can't let go like how he do?
I feel the pain.
I feel so miserable :(

2011-10-05T23:09:00.001-07:00

Just had my nap. Really got no mood to work :( I can't help myself :( sighs... I really need a break. I need a day out with my friends. I need to smile my day off :( no matter who will it be.
Always afraid when night falls. My tears will just automatically fall, my brain will just automatically think :(
Am I at fault? Did I do something wrong?
Why am I still thinking all these when I know that all you think was to just let go?
If you'd never loved me before then why come to me? If you'd ever think of leaving, why play this game?
Why am I still going through hard times? Why am I still hanging here, not getting any better?
Is it because I love you more than you love me?
I wish I could hate you. So that my life wouldn't be so miserable...

Dearest send me this when she knows that I woke up late today and no hotcakes breakfast today :( lol! Nvm, see she got bb Mao I let her off! She's gg to get it when she's on confinement! Gonna send her pics of my every meal to her. Lol

Hehehe ;p

Sighs.... I miss the me. The happiest me in life :(

2011-10-05T17:36:00.000-07:00

Update yi dian dian before i start work ;p
I'm tired. Slept for only 3hour plus again :(
Night can't sleep but morning can't wake up also :(
No hotcakes breakfast today lo :(

Yesterday went to send Jiu wang ye off. Rushed home and drive over to fetch Siewhwan that lazy girl even though we just stay 4 blocks away from each other! Lol! Then headed over to TW, went in to temple first. Then about 8 drove over to seaside. Didn't know that we're damn early lo! Slack there, eat muah chee -.- Errrr, seaside to listen to waves? Lol! But every so many people around lo. Haha! After sending, rush back to TW again cos we wanna eat the tau kua. LOL! After eating then went home le lo. Haha!

Boss damn funny, he stand infront of the door but the door sensor abit sot then he go and talk to the door asking ehh, you sleeping ah. Lol!

I thought everything will be ok as time goes by, but why am i thinking more as time goes by? I think i'm crazy. Hais. How? Also no other choice what. Why am i thinking so much leh? Is he really not worth? Sighs... Everything's over!

2011-10-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hais :(
Why so unhappy :(
The feeling came back.
I'm having hard times :(
It'd been 2 weeks :(
what happened to me? What should i do?
Any ways to stop myself from thinking of somebody else?
All i can do is just think and cry.
I'm not strong, i can't be strong.
What you gave is just a simple sentence.

I want to smile, i want to be a happy girl :(

2011-10-04T18:36:00.000-07:00

I'm back again!

Things all halfway done le lo. Superwomen right! Hahaha ;p Finish updating den continue. Lol!

Had been only sleeping for 4hours or less these few weeks. I'm dropping dead soon! Lol! But my brain just can't stop thinking lah! Can chop my head down? Lol! And i seriously look like old aunty now lah :( Cos lack of sleep. Lol!

It's Wednesday like finally! Barrage for lunch with my girls later on ;p Can't wait! Lol.

Jasley'dearest said that i should be brave yesterday. Lol! Maybe should be like her? Half of her pattern enough liao lo. Lol! Hmmmms, cos they know i always keep quiet no matter how. Lol! A'Bro damn cute, say name only he go dig out all the photos send me liao. Spoil my photo library seriously. Lol! Somemore SG so many people same name he also can find out sia. Lol!

I'm sorry to say, but you really changed me.
Simple few sentence, whoever you are, WANT SAY ME, COME INFRONT OF ME TO SAY. WANT TRY ME, ANYTIME :) Fyi, you're not the only one in the world. So please don't keep on thinking that you're very big. THANKS! Always say what, take action take action. Only know how to take small action behind, like XIAO REN! Like DOG only -.-

Stop saying about them. dirty my blog.
I'm thinking what should i eat later lo.
Mee sua again? Nasi Lemak again? Lol!
End here. Update again :)

2011-10-04T15:33:00.001-07:00

Yo morning! I shall update while waiting for dad to fetch me to work! Hehehe ;p yesterday's meeting with jy and mc was cancelled. Last min meeting dearest also cancelled, she mj I think. Then me and Kailin wanted to go rochor for beancurd but both of us no car :( lol! Almost everyday got car, only yesterday -.- so zhun right. Lol! Then I realize actually car is all along downstairs at about 12. So also never call her le cos im gg to sleep liao :x lol!

Ohya, let's talk about Monday. Was on leave :) meet sandy at about 1plus at her place. Waited for her to prepare and see Javian awhile then cabbed to gleneagles for both her and her mum's check up. Charlene was with us as well. She super cute lah. Phoebe was in school :( lol. After that went fep for her haircut and had western food there! Hehehe ;p den after that cabbed back le lor :) fun day with her! Haha.

Okay lah, update later when at work :) lol.

2011-10-04T01:31:00.001-07:00

Update a lil because I've got nothing to do now. Can't meetup with jy and mc today le :( hmmmms... But I got nothing to update about leh. Haha!

Hais, all the smiles I had is to cover my unhappiness :( no one knows I'm always hiding in my room to cry in the night. Sleepless nights is still here... No appetite. Sighs... What's happening?

When I'm sad I always think of what everyone told me. Especially his friends and Junhan bro. Miss cheewei gor the most. The way they always protect me from getting hurt. Now I'm all alone :( I always broke down unknowingly :( I don't know why. What's the problem with me?

I hate myself! Really hate myself :(

My brain just can't stop thinking. I really don't know what I want, what am I thinking about. Because this hurts really too much :( don't know why some people can just get over so fast.

I just feel so bad when mum warn him on sat. I feel bad even when all of them told me that he treated me 1000000x bad to me. I just can't get over. Too difficult.

I lost the happiest me when I lose you.

2011-10-03T09:15:00.001-07:00

It's 1215 but I'm listening to 错的人, crying here. What happened? Why am I so not strong :( I hate myself.

2011-10-03T09:01:00.001-07:00

Can't get to slp after listening to girl's blog song :( hais!

2011-10-02T19:43:00.001-07:00

Bro drove his car to work today. Den only left with dad's rx8. I don't wanna drive that car :( so difficult to drive leh :( so I think I gonna take bus out today :( lol!
Waiting for queue now. Damn sian. Very draggy :(

2011-10-02T18:39:00.001-07:00

No work also wake up at 830 :x sian de lo. Nvm later can nap. Haha!

Should have went supper with g'daddy yesterday lah! Lol. Anw, dad see me crying almost everynight so he suggested to bring me to genting. But think don't want ba :(

2011-10-02T17:29:00.001-07:00

Why am I feeling so sad when I should be happy because everything's over between us? Hais!

2011-10-02T08:29:00.001-07:00

用所有一切的一切来麻醉自己的心情是对的吗？

Friday, sis came to stay over :) forget where we went but drive over to wcp to slack and back at 2plus? Around there ba :) haha! Slept at 3plus lo :)

Saturday, uncle came. Bought chicken rice for me. Use his car over to drive gong :) came back, slack and drive over to plaza for gongcha. Lol. Den drive gong & ma back home lo. Hehe ;p he came to meet mum, broke down infront of xiaomei, aunt and my parents. Hais! Den drive out lo. Went to fetch girl, den to tw sheng siong, den to temple, farmart and last was batok :) reach home, Kailin jio to selegie for beancurd. Drive over to meet her den to selegie lo. First parallel parking done! Haha! After eating, send her back to clementi den home sweet home! Slept at 3plus? Lol!

Sunday, drove xiaomei home :) den rushed over to tw. Yew keng today. Thanks girl's handsome papa who send me home! Shall upload all the photos tmr :)

End here :) gonna sleep now. Enjoyed my tiring but wonderful weekend :) no work tomorrow. My third long weekend after being discharged from hospital :)

Missyou!

2011-09-30T12:13:00.001-07:00

Chill~

2011-09-29T16:01:00.001-07:00

I need one hard disk one iPod and one lappy. But I promise myself lappy will be the last thing that dad's gg to buy for me :( lol! My money is gg to save for my 1 month holiday trip :( hmmmms, still thinking where should I head to. Lol!

2011-09-29T15:54:00.001-07:00

A post about austin's birthday celebration :)
Last Saturday

See him! Lol. Learning Austin! Lol!!!

See what Austin did to my new wedges!!! New wedges without shoe box and plastic bag :( luckily sk saved me! Lol.

See my leg :( Kenna cut by glass! painful!

See what is he trying to do! Omg :)

Gonna start my post :)
After jb went Phelia's place. Before that went to find my aunty ;p haha! After that meet sk and Austin at jp lo. Around 10 den 3 of us walk to safra Kbox :) slowly everyone came. Had lots of fun over there :) reached home at about 5 and can't sleep. Lol. Soon, fall asleep wake up at 11plus, sleep again and woke up at 5plus :x den over to look for CCXW :) lol!

As for last Friday,

CCXW ot. Drove her home and slack till 11plus. Drove over to fetch CarolFong and we went wcp :) Keith and szy came to look for me. Forever joker lor! Soon they left for Lan with CL. They ask me to go with them but I don't want cos I don't play lan de lor :x left wcp at around 2? Lol. Slack at void deck till about 4plus den went home le. Lol.

Okay, so my weekend should be spend like this! Ton till morning on my Fridays and Saturdays! Hahaha ;p okay. I got 3 long weekends at one go! Song Bo? Haha. Before last week was hospitalization leave, den last friday half day pm this week Monday urgent leave and next Monday on leave ;p gonna meetup with sandy to get my new toy! Hehe! Will update again :)

2011-09-29T15:22:00.001-07:00

A proper post ya? Hehe

This is the me now! Haha ;p jiayou

1 year 1 time :) invite jiu Wang ye :) enjoyed~

A surprise lunch box from colleague on 29/09/2011 as she know that I've not ate for many days. Touched :) but I ate less than half :( gastric is giving me problem these few days. Pain die me :(

Kbox session with my girls before gg temple on Monday :) thanks for being there for me whenever I need you all :)

See my baby Bryan and baby jarius, they've become good friends! Hehe ;p

My nails done at jb on Saturday before Austin's birthday celebration. Lol. Shall update a post on his birthday ya? Lol! Had bah kut teh for lunch and pizza hut for early dinner before we come out ;p we girls enjoyed! Hahaha ;p

I miss him, but I'm not gg to disappoint those who are waiting for that happy lil sis to be back. I'll be back soon I just need time :)

2011-09-29T00:32:00.001-07:00

Want play with me, wait longer k :)

2011-09-28T22:31:00.001-07:00

8 whatsapp flooding me at one go. How can! Haha!

2011-09-28T16:12:00.001-07:00

Can't wait to get my new toy on Monday! Hehe ;p
Thanks daddy for getting me whatever I want. But I promised myself, this will be the last thing I buy :)

Still wondering will g'daddy bring me out this year? Hahaha! Miss him like what ;p

Anw, I'm alrdy started to save up :) will be gg for a 3weeks-1month holiday next year :) still thinking where to head to but definitely TW will be one of the place! Haha!

2011-09-28T16:04:00.001-07:00

Morning! Yawns~
woke up saw all of them flooding my whatsapp ;p lol!
Later den reply, not now cos think all still sleeping ba.
Can't believe my next two weeks all fully booked by my friends, cousins and colleagues! Lol!
Even got belated birthday celebration. 1 by cousins and 1 by someone.

Ohya, last friday went to fetch Bryan from school, from once I exit old woodlands road jam till ten mile, my leg almost break! Luckily I din drive to work! Lol!

Eunice lee wants me to drive her out!!! Lol. Shall chill one day ya? Haha!

Anw, (below will be a long and naggy post)

Thanks to my cuzzies! Eunice'sis, Joanne'tingting (hehehe;p) and zy'tangge. Thanks all in anyways that you all do :) especially eunice, whatsapp with me everyday without fail, loveyou all always!

And all my sis, bro & gangs for being there for me all these while :) they will be the one who's gonna stand up for me if I Kenna say or someone trying to do funny things to me. I won't be like last time keep quiet because I don't have to give anyone face anymore. So please don't provoke me. Don't try me :) let's see whose mouth talks more and you gonna regret :)

And that few people :) shall not mention their name here :) thanks for standing by my side no matter till when will you all be :)

And thanks J'bro he's waiting for that happy lil sis to be back ;p And JY, who wants to fufil all the promises that someone made to me, of cos o rejected :) MC, my forever lessy :) and i really miss CW'bro :( he is so near yet so far :( my ITE mates forever treat me as their lil sis, never change till now :)

My colleagues, everyday coming to me asking am I ok. Lending me their ears and shoulders whenever I need them. Trying to make me smile everyday!

I love you all!

Sry I'm not like you, when he left, you've got only that few friends to help you curse and swear like an childish kid! In fact, all my friends are with me giving me their all and not by cursing or swearing :) please grow up :) and I advise you and your goodfriend that want to say me, come infront of me to say :) I'll be glad if you do that! Lol. See me good to say? Try somemore :) okay, not gonna dirty my blog by saying someone so useless like you :) go fly your kite ;p

2011-09-26T17:31:00.001-07:00

Gonna go Mia after I get my new lappy. Maybe starting from tmr? Hahaha! Will only reply if got urgent matters :)

I still choose to live my own life. As I'm sick and tired of everything. Whatever that's in my life doesn't matter to me anymore.

I should learn to care for those who'll care for me. Why am I always thinking for everyone including those who don't care for me? Lol. How stupid can I be :)

From today onwards, I'll only contact those who wants to contact me :) if not I'll just randomly text them once in a while :) I think this is how I should be :)

And for those who want to see me die, just Fuck off :) oh I'm so sorry to say that I'm a scared die person. But all my sisters and brothers won't see me in this state. Lol! If you want, you can just try me. No worries, if I'm free, I'll play along with you all :)

Thanks to my dad :) he bought me whatever I want since that incident happened. But I must control myself. I'll stop after getting that lappy :)

Woohoo~ I Jian fei cheng gong! 2more kgs to my ideal weight! Yesterday went to sintua, d'daddy doesn't recognize me anymore! Hahaha ;p didn't wait for girl to go back tgt. D'daddy send me home with his BMW. Hahahaha ;p

Monday afternoon went Kbox with girl and Celinie. Haha! Didn't get my lappy again. Hahaha ;p after that went sintua le lo. Haha. Wore my new heels to work today! Lol.

I don't know what's their conversation and I won't mind returning him back to him because he belongs to him :) hahaha! No wrong ah, all is him :) no errors :)

Hais, certain songs remind me of him :( I'm trying hard. Just that everything's not as easy like how I thought it will be :(
I can't do it even though I know that he's heartless :) hais, I really wanna cry so badly. Time doesn't heal :(

Why are all those smiles fake after you left? When will my real smiles be back? Hais!

2011-09-25T03:07:00.001-07:00

Why do I felt much more happier when I'm with you than him? Hmmmms...

2011-09-23T12:28:00.001-07:00

Woohoo~ it's 330am, just in lift. Reach home and gonna bath. Tmr have to wake up at 830 to prepare to go in Malaysia. Lol. Drove out the whole day. Enjoyed! But not when stuck in traffic jam! Lol!
Tmr after Malaysia got 3 birthdays to attend. Shag max. WCP with CarolFong but din manage to go seaside :( Keith and zy came to find us for awhile :) lol. Gonna end here le. Will update again!

2011-09-22T01:00:00.001-07:00

Thanks all for making me smile.
Lost him but gain many good friends
Who even willing to spend my birthday with me
Really thanks.
I will jiayou to not let you all be disappointed!
Thanks for bringing me out, thanks for all those smiles and laughters! Really appreciate :)
Thanks for being there to listen to all my rubbish and encouraging me :)

2011-09-21T03:56:00.001-07:00

Omw home. Bored! Akira bro said want bring me along to his jiatoh. But I don't want :x with his friends. Lol! Think I go home better. Haha.

2011-09-20T19:52:00.001-07:00

Today's date doesn't matter to you anymore right?
I've not gotten over.
And it hurts especially much today till I've decided to let go. But not sure where to start from.
Just feel like crying.
Nobody knows how am I feeling.

2011-09-20T03:21:00.001-07:00

Fuck you lahhh! Arghhh!
You made my life turn upside down yet you're enjoying out there.

2011-09-18T19:37:00.001-07:00

Sunday was a simple day yet filled with smiles and laughters with them :)

Thanks for bringing me around :)

2011-09-18T07:04:00.001-07:00

Junhan bro said, the Kaixin I knew was a very strong girl. Where's that girl?

2011-09-17T11:17:00.001-07:00

Someone 不开心 :x Lol!

Had my dinner at WCP :D happy dinner! Now at loyang pray pray. Then see ahguas den outside OCH, now gg ECP. Lol!

2011-09-15T00:17:00.001-07:00

I cried myself to sleep every night, from the first night till now :( I just still feel the pain :(

2011-09-14T19:04:00.001-07:00

I just feel like dying now :(
Nothing can be compared to the pain he gave :( nothing